frankly speaking, i had no intention of posting an entry when i logged in. but here i am, typing away. the week's been a hell of a roller coaster ride. i just cant take nursing life anymore. its irritating the hell out of me. i feel like im wasting my time persuing a dream that was not mine, to begin with. whats my dream career then? well, i dont know anymore. heck it.
oh well. there's nothing that i can do about it, can i? so just forget about it. at times, i felt like sharing whatever's bothering me with someone, anyone. but then again, who can i share it with? no one. why? correct me if im wrong, for the simple fact that they all have their own issues. i shall not burden them any further.
time check; 0000hrs. i should probably go to sleep. but im not sleepy, you see. & i have to work at 1100hrs tomorrow. which means, i have to leave my house at 1000hrs. which also means that i have to wake up around 0745hrs. sigh. i hate my life. really, i do. & my only resolution for twentyten was to be happy. as far as im concerned, im not.
i need you next to me, right now.
you were never there for me whenever i needed you the most.



