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FARAHMDY · November 20, 2009 · · 2 Views
Every soul deserve their utmost space to live their life their way, and nobody shall hinder their efforts. Things to note would be the imaginary fine lines between you and the other. We're nobody to control another's life. I believe that life has its moment of ups and downs. And we decide the way we face, and handle it. In other words, you brought everything, meaning the outcome, upon yourself. Life's too short for you to get all so grumpy and depressed about the things that might not be pleasing you. Life would be even shorter if you keep thinking about the mistakes, and blaming others. All in all, the best would be for you to feel contented with everything you've got. Stop asking for more, or better. 'Cause you might just find yourself exhausted chasing after them, at the end of the race. And making it worse, knowing that you're racing against yourself, alone.
Its just a feeling that i can't explain. something that left me torn and shattered. it just hurts even deeper everytime it happens. i'm beginning to lose hope. wait, i shouldn't even have high hopes for you in the first place. why do you even bother asking me how i was doing? you already knew im not doing any better. i'm sure you knew who caused it. its as if i'm crying through my nose. mum said my skin felt warmer by the hour. oh great. & people don't even understand what i'm saying 'cause of the sore throat im having. they said its as if i'm mumbling. & my Project Management teacher said i looked as if i didn't sleep. great.
* Dear Beloved Friends,
If you need to contact me, just leave me a message and i'll get back to you. my phone will be switched offed for the time being. but i'll switch it on from time to time. i just need to take a break from all the things that got me feeling this way.
enjoy your weekends.
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FARAHMDY · October 30, 2009 · · 3 Views
You entered my life like a gentle sigh,
like a quiet breeze blowing softly through the leaves.
You were a stranger first, one who laughed freely and easily,
who spoke of minor intimacies and common grounds,
who made me feel strangely liked and valued.
You became my friend, no longer a stranger,
trusting me with secrets hidden,
confiding what you liked and hated.
We talked and laughed and, as time passed by,
I grew more and more dependent upon your smile.
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FARAHMDY · October 23, 2009 · · 3 Views
school's stressing me out currently. all those upcoming deadlines for project management, class tests, phase tests, responsibilities of being the class' leader etcetra. can it get anymore worse than this? im trying my very best to cope, i swear. but i realised that im losing grip, slowly slipping. sigh.
i miss Miss Govri & Mdm Huang. Mdm Mavis' great but she teaches like we're some kind of robots or something. super damn fast. & we were like 'whaattt?' Behavioral Science lecturer, Mdm Wu, another great teacher. but she tends to drag her lessons. super dull to the core. how the heck are we gonna survive like this? double sigh.
i don't even have time for myself anymore. weekends are occupied by work. & i've been thinking of quiting soon. but should i really quit? ...
& just now's team building was kinda fun. witnessing our new class spirit. discoveing more about our classmates. to know that we can all work together to achieve our goals. eventhough we didnt win, we still walked out of the hall with pride. cheering like crazy maniacs. i have to admit, it was really a sight to behold.
If I could, I’ll let you know; all of the thoughts im thinking, all of the emotions im feeling when im with you. But the thing is, I think I’ll never get a chance to share them all with you..
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FARAHMDY · October 7, 2009 · · 4 Views
i had the worst sleep ever last night. it wasnt the first time that i cried myself to sleep, but this one just cuts me deeper than anything that i've went through before. the tears just wont stop flowing. thanks Efa, for being there for me earlier on, i really do appreciate it.
as we grow older, we learn that even the one person who wasnt supposed to hurt us probably will. you'll have your heart broken, probably more than once. and its harder everytime. you'll break hearts too, so remember how i felt when someone broke yours. you'll fight with your bestfriend, and maybe even fall in love with them. you'll blame a new love for things an old one did. you'll cry because time is passing too fast and eventually, you'll lose someone close to you. so take too many pictures, laugh too much and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spent angry or upset is a minute of happiness you will never get back.
i'll rise above this, i know i can.
on a brighter note, someone's turning a year older today. wishing my beloved childhood bestfriend, NUR AMIRAH AMIR a very happy 18th birthday. its been so long since we last met. i miss her. i really do. we were friends for 14 / 15 years to be exact.
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FARAHMDY · October 5, 2009 · · 2 Views
You change for two reasons: either you learn enough that you want to or you’ve been hurt enough that you have to.
As much as I hate admitting, it is a great nice feeling. We all want to be loved, to be adored and to feel like we’re important, to have people who feels an affection for you. It feels good to know someone wants and needs you. It makes you feel better, even if it’s only for a matter of seconds, days, weeks, or even months. They never lasted long, so I think there isn’t a point of getting yourself close to someone. they're only gonna hurt you when they leave. But it makes you feel a whole lot better for that period of time.
Sometimes there is nothing to be said. Sometimes nothing should be said. I want someone who won't run away. Someone to look me in the eyes and tell me it’s okay that things don’t always go right. That this is how life works, and how it will always work. That it’s not going to be easy. Today, tomorrow, the next day, but it will somehow get better.
